ironically

forgot to add, the person in question (refer to anger management) bears a name i intend to give my first child, such an adorable and beautiful name. i call the name with so much passion (except of course when am in a rage). irony of life

PS

MF and i broke up i think. it had to happen but i didnt know how or when, so i just allowed it to happen on friday. my hormones were on a rage so i was in a total state of disaray, but i keep telling myself it was better. God i hope am right.

but i miss MF sooooooooooooo much! i almost want to call him. want to hug him and play with his hair, i want to.............

aint no point. (sob, sob, sob)